update

So we've set a date to leave Chattanooga. July 22nd. Not very far away. House has not yet sold, but we are going to fly to PA to visit with my family for awhile on the 22nd, then go to Seattle for awhile, then finally get to Victoria around the middle of August. Trusting that God will bring someone to buy our house, whether now or after we leave. He has worked things out for us and confirmed this move in every other way.

Yesterday Kyle and I also celebrated our 5 year anniversary. My parents were here so they watched Rebekah while we went out for dinner. It was very nice to do that. I am so thankful for my wonderful husband,and looking forward to many more years! Speaking of my husband... he is finishing up his PhD very soon. On Thursday he will defend his dissertation. So there is a lot going on for us right now.

Warning... this next part may be rather depressing but just feeling the need to be honest right now. Actually feeling rather lonely right now after my parents leaving, and Kyle is at school working on his dissertation right now, and it is the 4th of July- a day when you usually do fun things with friends or family. Now I am so thankful for the friends we have had here in Chattanooga. But at this moment it feels very lonely, and I feel that there really aren't too many people I could celebrate this day with here. Okay, in general, Chattanooga has just been very lonely and a very disappointing place. I am feeling happy to leave. In fact I feel like I want to leave as soon as possible. But that is not where I want to stay emotionally. Kyle and I did not look for a way out, despite the loneliness we have felt here in Chatt. It was very clear that God wanted us here, and we were prepared to stay here for a long time. Now that God has made it clear it's time to go, it is a struggle to know what these last few weeks should look like. It is easy to just want to run away. Usually, when leaving a place, I expect to feel like there are lots of people I want to see and say goodbye to. And there are some people I do want to see, and there have been some good friends here. But overall, it has been lonely. and in these last few weeks, I want to still embrace what ever God is teaching me or giving me or blessing me with. Whether it is done in the midst of loneliness and being alone, or whether I am in the midst of last moments with other people here. I want to embrace what is left here, and not just run away from here as fast as I can. that feels hard right now. but I will try. I will look to God to help me. and i am sure the He will bring the treasure out of this time.

Okay, a bit of happiness after my sad rambling. A cute photo of Rebekah, our biggest blessing in this Chattanooga desert. She is now rocking back and forth to music, beginning to push herself up on things, and generally growing and changing and being her wonderful happy self. Here she is in her red dress with a red spoon.